Missing the family

I can't help but miss everyone today. I woke up in a weird mood...I must say that it was much better the night before when I woke up in a cold sweat because I dreamt about a nuclear attack on the states and I watched it first hand. Talk about scary. There is a part of me that thinks its only a matter of time before it happens which thus leads me to be a bit more grateful for this land and for our military. Which could also be why I miss the family so much. I think about how separated everyone is right now and want it to only be a temporary separation, but each of us has made our own decisions and gone our own way. I look at the world around me and everything that makes us up as living creatures and can't help but think what in the world is going on? Not because I don't know why we are here, I just think what is wrong with people? It seems that we have lost everything that is good in precious and sacred in the eyes of God and are more lost than ever. Where is the respect for each other and for life. People always want to preach about peace but no one wants to practice it. If anyone truly wants world peace then they'd understand that true world peace can only exist when you yourself exist in peace in your own world. We are each living in this world but experience our own reality, find peace in yourself and help others a long the way and peace will continue to be prevalent and will have no choice but to spread. When we stop fighting for peace but find it, it will happen. We don't need to try to police people. People are who they are and we just need to except and respect that. Why? Because if we don't we are slowly bringing ourselves down thus ultimately leading to our own destruction. So whether you believe in God or science it doesn't matter. Evolution is about survival of the fittest and the continuation of life, and it seems to me that we must be missing something in the current state that we are in. How truly remarkable it is to be able to make conscious choices and to better ourselves and to experience life! That is our consciousness, yet we still have this sub conscious, which I choose to call higher conscious, which is the reason of our existence. We don't have to think about our heart beating, or remember to breath or to tell our brain and central nervous system when and how to respond. That higher conscious is perfect, in perfect working order in each of us. Imagine if we had to remember to breath with our conscious mind! I'm willing to bet that we would not be here. But each of us here that is living and breathing has this perfect system with in us. Thus making everyone perfect. When will we realize that we are all here for the same reason? Even in a smaller scheme of things; lets take dating for example. People are so afraid of rejection and have such a low self esteem, but let me ask you this (thanks Mike..) who do you know that is not afraid of rejection and has an excellent sense of self? I'm sure there are a few who may but as a general rule I think the opposite is true. So what do we all have to really be afraid of? I go around asking people what makes them happy and who they are and they can't answer me. It's sad. I mean of course I'm asking strangers that I meet at the grocery store, gym, neighbors, etc. but with enough of a relationship with them to merit that question. Most people can't answer it. Can you? I really do miss everyone today. I hope to see you guys soon. I love you, and we'll talk soon! Family reunion anyone?